Monday, May 10, 2010

tama ba ang ginagawa ko???

sometimes i feel as if super higpit ko kay michelle.  feeling ko ayaw lang ni paul na pagalitan ako pag pinapagalitan ko si michelle dahil ayaw nya na mag away kami.  if paul was here, siguradong tatakbo kagad sya sa daddy nya para humingi ng saklolo.

it's very rare na mapalo ko si michelle (siguro twice ko palang sya napapalo).  mabait naman syang bata kaya hindi na kami umaabot sa point na mapapalo pa sya para lang sumunod at makinig.  i just give her 'the look' and she cries na.  she gets scared of me daw and she immediately hugs me and tells me she's sorry dahil matigas ulo nya.  i have to resist the urge na patahanin sya kasi i have to make a point.  hayaan ko muna syang kabahan at matakot dahil galit ako and then i explain things to her and tell her i'm sorry, too.  

am i being to strict or am i just being a parent?  i want michelle to consider me her best friend forever (oo, nagtatawagan kami na best friends forever), pero i want her to know that i am her mom before i am her best friend. 

ang hirap maging mommy!

1 comment:

Chyng said...

i dont have the slightest idea if ever ako man ang mommy. pero for sure michelle will understand you paglaki nya. Ü

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