call me bridget jones

bridget jones: the edge of reason is on tbs as i write this blog. i've almost forgotten how much i love the bridget jones movies. i have the books, dvds and soundtrack. while i no longer qualify as a singleton...bridget jones reminds me about things about myself. specifically, her constant battle with calories, weight, and insecurity.

i can't believe renee zellwegger gain so much weight for this movie. normally, she's as thin as a waif, but she weighs just as much as i do in these movies. (so seeing her on screen gives me an idea who plump i would look at kung ilang alon ng bilbil meron ako!) i look at bridget and i think about all the other women like me who constantly fight the battle of the bulge.

now i regret all the brownies that i ate and doritos that i wolfed down my throat.

there goes 'healthy eating' down the drain again.

*sigh*

but i jogged on thursday and friday so im no longer guilty of being the ultimate couch potato!!! (like that makes a whole lot of difference!) i can't seem to shake the last 10 lbs of the 'baby weight'. i want to lose a total of 20 but each step i take towards healthy eating and working out...i take two steps back with chips, ice cream, and brownies!

but like bridget who has her mark darcy that loves her, every bit of her. i have my very own mark darcy who claims to love every inch of me, too. =)

then again, just like bridget said, should i accept the fact that 'i will always be just a little bit fat'?

NOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!! AYAW KO PO!!!!!!!!!!!!