Wednesday, May 13, 2009

nalulunod ako!!!!

sa love at joy na binibigay ng panginoon! i am overwhelmed by his goodness. hindi ko maexpress yung ligaya na naramdaman ko today. i've been struggling in my spiritual life kasi (first time ko aminin dito sa blog ko), lalo na last week na matindi ang toyo ko...i know it was the lack of my time alone with God. nasan na yung pinramis ko dati na read the bible more, worship him more, sing to him more? NAWALA! naglahong parang bula! naku! kung alam nyo lang kung gano kahirap yung alam mong nagkukulang ka pero di mo makuhang gawin yung dapat mong gawin, hindi mo makuhang mag set ng time para dun sa hari ng mga hari. para dun sa nagpoprovide sayo ng lahat...dun sa nagsave sayo from the flames of hell. napakahirap and sobrang heart breaking ng sitwasyong yon.

but today, i woke up early, and the Lord told me, 'almira, if you can't take leaps, take small steps.' so i did. gumising ako ng maaga, binuksan ang aking bibliya at nagsimulang magbasa. one small step for almira, one great leap towards a renewed relationship with god.

this afternoon, i spent some time with my pastor...although we were working on something, nakakarenew parin pag kasama mo is someone who is on fire sa panginoon. nakakahawa yung fire na yun. this evening naman, i invited bishop gaor's family to have dinner at home. i thought to myself, 'if i can't bring my parents to church, i will bring God's people to them.' and they came and we talked about God's wonderful plans of blessing, joy, and prosperity to those who choose to trust and obey Him.

after dinner, bible study naman at sister karen's house just a stone's throw away from our home. napakaganda rin ng tinuro ni bishop kanina! (i will write about that tomorrow.) god is just great. with that small step i took, yung konting salita nya na binasa ko kanina, inulan ako ng magagandang balita at pangako ng panginoon from his dedicated servants.. promises that i will hold on to for the rest of my life. words that i know have already began to change my life. excited ako sa mga susunod ko pang matututunan at mga susunod pang pagbabago sa buhay ng pamilya ko.

i will praise his name always

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