ngarag!

madaming beses na akong nakaramdam ng nangangarag ako...pero this morning, tumawag si husband dearie...

paul: beb, uwi ka na. dalin natin sa doctor si michelle. dumugo ang ilong.

mimie: ok sige uwi na ako. (hung up the phone)

i raced home to get to her as soon as i could. as i was driving, lumilipad ang utak ko. anong sakit ng anak ko? is it life threatening? will she be ok? and then i found myself saying to the Lord, 'heal her. i don't want anything to happen to her.'

my worst fears where put to rest immediately. as soon as i reached the top of the stairs, i could already hear michelle's voice in her usual 'kutata'. and as soon as she saw me, she smiled and said, 'hi!'. (aaaaaaw!) i called the hospital to check if we need to bring her in. i was told it wasn't neccessary unless she breaks out into a rash and her nose starts bleeding again. normal daw sa edad ni michelle ang lagnatin kahit di sinisipon or inuubo because they are succeptible to viruses and the nose bleed was due to the weather changing and the lack of humidity. common DAW to kids her age during this time of the year. continue lang daw to give her infant tylenol to make her feel better and saline spray sa ilong nya twice a day for 2 to 3 days. we have a pre-scheduled appointment to see her pediatrician tomorrow so we'll talk to her then. dapat sana babakunahan sya bukas, but since ilang araw na syang nilalagnat, i don't think they'll vaccinate her.

nakaka-kaba kapag may sakit ang anak. super taas ng lagnat nya last night, umabot ng 41C or around 103F. lahat kami kulang sa tulog dahil hindi sya makatulog ng maayos. pero i know that the Lord has already healed her. malikot na nga ulit e. =) iba talaga ang pagmamahal ng magulang, para sa anak.