no lemonade today

yes, i ate.

i broke my diet because i felt like i've hit a plateau. no excess lbs lost in the last 3 days so i broke the diet and decided i'll start again either tomorrow or sunday just to trick my body. i've actually lost between 4 to 5 lbs. napapansin na sa office ang unti unti kong pagpayat. i still have a little over 10 lbs to lose and i'll be at my ideal weight na. hopefully by january ma meet ko na yung goal na yon. better yet, sa pasko!

i had to go home early from work again today. michelle has been terribly sick. when i got home, ingit sya ng ingit. like she was in a lot of pain. she doesn't want to walk...she just wants to be held or lie down. her nurse advised saltine crackers, chicken noodle soup and water. i made a trip to target and got her what her nurse prescribed plus yogurt, pedialyte, infant's multivitamins, and infant's tylenol. she started to take a few bites of her crackers but they were dry so she'd start coughing again. so sinusundan ko ng tubig na may konting patak ng vitamins nya. i'm surprised she drank any of it. tapos sinundan ko ng pedialyte para di sya dehydrated. she hasn't eaten anything since last nite. basta kumain or dumede sya, she throws it all up. nung di na nya sinuka yung mga binigay ko sa kanya, i started to feed her yogurt. she loved it so much ang bilis nya naubos. siguro nag enjoy din sya kasi i let her spoon feed herself. inalalayan ko lang ng konti so she wouldn't make a big mess.

soon after that, she was lively na. naglalakad na ulit at kumakanta. medyo iyakin pa ng konti pero so much better than how she felt during the last week. salamat sa aking ever dearest mother at nag call in sick sya today just to take care of michelle. nahiya na kasi ako sa boss ko dahil di na ako pumasok noong monday dahil nga may sakit si michelle. so ngayon may utang akong isang araw na sweldo sa nanay ko. hehehe